time.
i think about it a lot.
how much time is filled and brimming busy with chaos
that i forget to
stop
enjoy and
savor.
it's like we're all running around in madness trying to stuff as many activities into our calendar,
and then we are so drained of energy that the busyness is not enjoyable but just distressing.
Ann Voskamp says
"hurry always makes us hurt...hurry empties our souls."
so yes. I think a lot about this. which is why I had this epiphany last year that I wanted to be Amish, and it was my goal.
but guess what?
I didn't raise any barns and I didn't make any Amish friendship bread or wear a bonnet.
but slowly, ever slowly, i made changes to soak in time.
Kev and I made a vow that our home would be filled with relationships.
we got rid of tv, iphones, ipads
because we wanted all attention on our guests, not on a distraction.
so as I read chapter 4 of "1000 Gifts" by Ann Voskamp, I was steadily reminded that time is life. She says
"They say time is money, but that' not true.
Time is life.
and if i want the fullest life, i need to find fullest time"
this past year I was overcome with a yearning, almost aching
to be more present.
especially in my neighborhood.
I had kids texting me all the time to hang out, and as our busy scheduled filled,
i constantly was trying to cram small spaces to deepen my relationships with these precious kids.
clearly, very cleary
i felt Abba calling me to consider leaving my job at Empowering Lives International.
leave? i love my job.
I get to mobilize people here in the US about what God is doing in Africa!
I get to hear stories of transformation daily!
but then it became so evident.
as i looked out into the wounds and pain of my neighborhood
i saw that the gospel must take root, alive and active.
the good news that FREEDOM is available for all.
that Abba calls his people out of darkness and into light.
it hit me like a ton of bricks that I wouldn't be true to my calling if I didn't step out to be a messenger of this
good
news.
and not just to share it once and run away,
but to live it alongside these friends i love.
because discipleship isn't just a one time deal.
it's TIME.
it's daily walking,
surrendering,
and battling together.
so friends, i quit my job.
as of december 31st, i will not longer have a desk job
but a love job.
as in i get to love as jesus loved,
and roamed
and told stories
and cried
and struggled
and celebrated when those who were lost became found.
i'm not sure if kev and i will have enough money.
but i'm realizing this.
time isn't money.
time is life.
and the only way to live it is soaked in thankfulness
when i am thank-full
i am time-full.
pray for me dearest friends.
i'm scared
and pretty unqualified,
but when we are called to create time for others,
we are called in the right direction.
i am sure of it.
because jesus was.
enjoy your weekend!
love Katie
Emily from Meme & He
Tara from A Brew of Blessings
Allison from A Nestful of Love
Kristen from Love, Done Simply
Tara from A Brew of Blessings
Allison from A Nestful of Love
Kristen from Love, Done Simply